Practical Answers
I’m writing this clearly and definitively, for the last time. I hope it sinks in—for you and everyone else involved in our story.
You’re asking why I’ve been ghosting you. You want a positive sign to test whether you still have access to me.
No, I am not ghosting you. I simply stopped wasting my energy on something that led nowhere.
I have deadlines and many obligations—my time is extremely limited. If I spend it, it must be for a serious reason. I believe I’ve invested all my resources into our relationship. My limits have been reached, yet I haven’t seen comparable effort from your side.
Whenever you need me, I will be here. You know where to find me.
You claimed you were waiting for me. Did you ever tell me that? If you say so—and I see genuine honesty, not games—I may respond.
I’m not giving you signs because that’s not how I operate. I don’t act through signals in my life. I act through real connections with people. I’ve never rejected someone who asked me to be there for them. I don’t have a heart for that.
When I came back to you, I was prepared. I assumed any kind of reaction—including rejection. That’s something we must all have the courage to face.
Since you are a man, you should stand like one. Real courage matters to me. I will never choose a coward, even if he’s someone I always dreamed of. He is supposed to be stronger and braver than me; otherwise, my family won’t be protected enough. As for the other values I hold, I won’t list them here—they can be learned over time.
If you think you’ll get any reaction from me simply by letting time pass, hoping I’ll return because I miss you or forgive you—you’re very wrong. Yes, my feeling didn’t change for you, and never will. I love only once in life. Do I miss you? Yes, insanely, every minute. Do I still love you? Till my last breath. But only my deep love is not enough for this to make it work.
Your only chance is to face your real feelings whichever they are and speak to me. With total honesty. The whole truth. Anything less, and I’ll consider it nothing but a cheap game.
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