Sometimes I feel so lonely. Like I am the only person in this world who keeps breaking the rules. Saying things no one else would have said it out loud.
Doing things that no one else would have done.
And sometimes I am wondering if I am doing the right thing.
But there is a meter which helps me measure it. Happiness of people.
I listen to people who no one listens. I talk about things people don’t talk. I am asking questions no one ever asking.
And sometimes this scares me.
It makes me feel all the time so different. And I don’t want to be so. I just wish sometimes I was invisible, so no one would notice me.
But they keep coming to me and I don’t want to let them down.
On the other hand I feel all this power I have inside me, which makes me wish to do great things and solve problems no one else can. And strangely is working.
And when I look in my past, I see that the choices I made, even if seemed wrong in that time, it helped me grow.
And when I look in my past and the people I left behind, I see they remained in same level. They refused to grow, to become better.
And this keeps happening to me. I just cut the connection with the people who refuse to grow. To evolve. To push themselves in becoming better.
Sometimes you need to break the rules so you can disrupt the routine which stops you from growing.
Try new things all the time. Meet new people from different society levels.
Do more for the others.
Give up on yourself for the others.
Just cut your will and let life and God to guide you.
Open your eyes wide and see things different.
Find the beauty in every person and help them erase the darkness.
Go to the essence of life: LOVE
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